Still Heavy

After three comes… ahmmm… yeah ok, four. So it is the fourth day. Sorry about that, it’s just that when I don’t eat I can think straight. Sometimes I feel like I don’t remember why I am doing what I am doing. I am sure angrier most of the day and it comes on the kids. What I can tell you is that it sure is not a walk in the park. Last night I went to sleep without writing what I ate all day since I was so hungry that all I wanted to do was go to sleep before I’ll open the refrigerator and eat everything inside. The thing is that I still don’t feel any change, not in the clothes not in the general heaviness feeling. OK so it been only four days but shouldn’t I already feel something? I am waiting for Friday, weighing time. I wonder how it would be. Any suggestion of how to keep these days going?

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